| Short story on conditioning (for a case you haven't seen previous pages). Age 35, after exhibition in West-Berlin, at the peak of print-painting activity in Stockholm, when catastrophe came, backbone damaged. Four weeks immobility. Print-Painting work ended thanks to new physical condition. |
| 8th of December 1975, Stockholm, able to move again. Brush and oils found on the shelf, five small canvasses in a corner (Jaroslaw artist was there before I came). Able to carry brush in my hand painted December Dream on the very first evening. Born again? Started another three paintings on that night. Ten years later learned the symbolic meaning of painting - a circle within a circle means the first awakening (of consciousness). Painted many phases of the theme before I recognised the meaning. Four times (in eight years) on this very page! |
Winter in Stockholm. |
On the very edge of being
at one with the creative forces of nature
felt I was the living brush held by a greater hand.
I called it Art Yoga.
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| Tunnel of Love is a shining version of the Come into the Light. Started in springtime 1977, painted over one year long. It's not that I have great demands. I simply see what is not right. I don't know how should it look like, therefore constant search, trying. I was flying through many tunnels on my trips. Wait some years (I mean pages) and you will find an explanation. Just as I found my destination. When I meditate looking at the star in the middle the painting starts pulsing - okay, that's what I intended - but then another image appear, in motion, looks like a sea of short waves of fire. Surprise, surprise. It is not an individual hallucination, others reporting same vision. Funny to see in my exhibition someone sitting in front of it and crying. What's that? |
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| Black hole once 1979 painting and art print 100 x 70 cm |
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April 1976 exhibited in Polish Institute in Stockholm one hundred drawings, monotypes, print-paintings, oil paintings. |
Creation, my first large canvas started with a deep blue hole growing in the middle three months long. Only later understood that I just created a space for the light - which appeared soon and grew. |
| Seldom a painting comes within one session, like 'Demon and Girl'. Day and night and day it took. Special conditioning: people coming and going, red wine, green grass, great tensions of love, hate and death in the air. |
| I painted that oil picture, where Girl is stuck between the eyes of the Demon. 30 years later, feeling compassionate, I let her dance for a while. |
metaphor is about an artist |
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Empty my Mind 1983
oil painting 240 x 200 cm and art print
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| Empty my Mind - the circle motif appear again and again, in stages of development - visual in painting, invisible in my consciousness, I suppose. See how the motif has changed? The circle is empty. Symbolically seen (two years after painting I understood what's there) it means a consciousness awakened. Lucky me! - that I didn't know while painting. It gave me a sense of wonder. |
Do you see my footsteps on the canvas? |
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Some Landscape oil paintings from same times and places
apper as 'Landscapes of Creation', next page.
07 Hand-Paintings |
14 Landscapes |
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